Well its been a minute since I wrote here, shared here, confided here. Life has been a lot over here in our home and not just around the world. Things are intense. Betrayals happened. Things got messy. I was single there for a couple months.
Have things gotten better?? Yes.
Has the world gotten better?? No.
Will we get through this chapter? I know we will and I have the utmost hope as long as we keep working together as a team. Focus on adding value to each others lives vs. constantly taking from one another. Focusing on having short uncomfortable conversations is better than overthinking, worrying and harbouring resentments.
Will that be all I will say on the matter? Yes.
Going forward I wont be placing myself on the back burner, I will be putting myself first cause I deserve it. That isn’t selfish, that is just taking care of myself whereas before all I did was pour into everyone else around me while I burned up from the inside out.
So this is a new me, a new place in my life and a new future that I hope will make me happier and the ones I love most happier.
Now… after all that you can expect to see things getting back to normal around here. I will be posting regularly again, attending events once more and showing you who Eschelle really is. For the last few years I have been a shell of myself. Most of you who know me, don’t. I am so excited to be myself again, to reconnect to myself after years of being just “mom” and “wife”.
I am solely Eschelle now and I have missed her light so much, nothing will take it from me again. May my glow up continue and my spirit soar.