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We all know how wishy washy I am. We all know that I am desperate to find something to hold my place, that is all my own. But what you don't know is that I have kind of found it, though lazily. Through this blogging adventure, and since completing my English course last summer I have found a rekindled love for the written, "typed," word. Even though I am rusty at this whole thing, and I find some days easier to write than others I like to think that I am a writer.
I remember when I was in school how easily everything seem to come to me, how easily and beautifully a sentence would be created in just pure moments and without struggle. I remember writing poetry everyday, stories by the ton. What happened? What can't I seem to do that now?? Is is just the constant interruptions I seem to get in a day with these kids? Is it life just getting in my way? Am I getting in my way?
I would like to make a promise to myself. To write. Just better. To take the time to really think about each sentence I type. Granted of course I am not doing a review and all that. Though I promise to give them and most of my posts some more literary merit. I shall try that is all I can do. I am not perfect, I don't plan to pressure myself to write everyday; if I do then I don't think I will end up accomplishing what I came to do. Now all I have to do is find something good to write about, I am sure it will come to me. In the mean time I have these blogs, I have all of you and I have your great ideas to help spark some inspiration!
For those of you who write up a storm, hell who are even published; what do you do, what have you done to be a writer?? Just curious about that defining moment from you to "writer-you" kinda thing.
I have been bouncing around some ideas on themed days etc to help myself along. Perhaps using the alphabet to do one, each day can be a different emotion or something. I have no idea i'm just trying to come up with something fun to do. I have heard thru the grape-vine about a theoretical "in-law bitch-fest" that I think would be fun. You know for those of you poor wives that have in-laws that actually read your blogs lol!!
Ending; wish me luck; with my writing and with my job hunting endeavors lol, which I guess I haven't touched on at all in this post till this moment. For another day I guess.
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