BBC News - Student kills himself after gay sex footage put online

BBC News - Student kills himself after gay sex footage put online


This is horrible; thank you to Perez Hilton for bringing more attention to this on Twitter. This is horrible poor kid; I can only imagine if this was one of my poor little boys. I would be angry at the people who did this to him; I would be so upset at how hurt and upset, hopeless and dirty he must have felt. I could only imagine how hopeless and shocked his parents must be; they must be still trying to digest this. Bless this poor boy and bless his family and I pray that justice is handed out accordingly.

Katy Perry sings "Hot N Cold" with Elmo on Sesame Street!

Alright I know how this could be seen as slightly inappropriate etc; but honestly to ban it??! Honestly... why is everyone freaking out over some chest. Did the same people who throw stones; honestly probably were pro-breast feeding in public?! Why on earth is this so offensive when teenage girls are walking out in this world; in the same taste if not worse! I have yet to see how anyone's opinion could possibly get this pulled in anyway; honestly have we gotten so uptight?? What happened if every tight-bummed North American woke up tomorrow in Europe. As much as I love how you are desperately trying to protect our kids... how about protecting them from your teenage daughters!!  Focus on your own family and do what any other reasonable parent would do and just turn the TV off. 

three year old birthday party with a lack of ideas...

So my eldest little brat (lol) is turning three this October (four days after my birthday might i add) and I have my heart set on planning something really amazing for him.  This will be the first birthday party since my youngest was born and I really want to show him how special he is!  Now with his birthday being just a baby step away from Halloween the costume idea is kinda obvious, but unfortunately for my child he knows a lot more older ppl (grown-ups) compared to kids.  I would hate to have about five kids here and only they are in costumes + myself cause well i'm the host i'd have to dress up.  My hubby wont dress up for Halloween for any circumstance as he is still dedicated to think that hes "too cool" to do so.  So i'm pretty sure costumes are a waste of my time and will add absolutely nothing to his birthday.  I then thought to myself well since I can't really think of anything maybe i can book a place to have a party.  Well let me tell you there are not very many places you can book a party for a three year old and have them actually enjoy themselves, at least not in my area.  So I told myself that hes still a little young to be booking parties anywhere and thought maybe I would hire an entertainer... choices are endless, cheesy and tacky all round so i am now at a loss.  I think my budget will go to silly martha stewart crafts that add a little something extra special and i'll pray to God that I can find the "dirt worm" cake i have been looking for my whole life since my gr.3 class birthday party lol!!

These will be the loot bags i will be making (i hope i will be making anyways).  Let me know what you think!!!

You would have called a cab....

Last night my hubby and I went on a "date night" to a comedy club.  Now, for those of you who know us, you would know that the hubby and I have had trouble finding something to do with one another, that we like, have a great time doing whilst alone together.  Last night we found it!  Hubby picked out a local comedy club in the downtown Vancouver area and decided on "The Comedy Mix" where the headliner was "Joe Mande" who we had apparently seen on comedy central though i couldn't recall that. 

Joe Mande 

Once we had arrived downtown rain had only just started spitting from the heavens, not to mention a whole block was being blocked off cause of ANOTHER gas leak at the building accross from the Sheraton.  Anyhoo we had sometime to kill so we decided to "prep" for the show and walk threw the Davie st. Community Garden which i didn't know they had and I just loved it, very cute very eclectic!  After that we headed into our first comedy club experience!  We got seated in the second row right in the middle of the stage (no reservations might I add), right next to local celebrity "Fiona Forbes" who i loved on BT when it first started back when i was in high school.  I was just blown away!!  Anyways the filler comedians prior to the headliner were great!  ALL were funny especially the announcer, he really made the show!  Though he chose to pick on a young couple getting married who were actually high school sweethearts; saying they were too young yadda yadda yadda; here I am thinking, well hell you should have talked to me lol!  He would have had way better material or at least a more surprised look on his face!  Anyway two buckets of beer later, no dinner and a small tease of a snack we were about to exit when.....

WE SAW IT WAS PISSING!!! I am not talking just regular pouring here, this was sheets of rain.  Now my hubby being the gentleman said we should call a cab to the bus and I said F NO cause i'm cheap lol.  So I started running got a block and stopped in the doorway of a church while hubby had a cigarette when... some other poor soaked bastard came up to us and was telling us how he has to walk 10 more blocks in the rain, which put our measly walk into perspective and we just booked it, soaking wet, laughing our butts off and stopping at every undercover spot we could to take a breather... it was more fun that I have had in a really long time.  I can honestly say i have never enjoyed the rain so much in my life... Thank you my hubby!!  So if you are ever looking for a great time with your hubby i suggest a comedy club, on a rainy night with No umbrella!!

Missing: youth, if found please return....

Ever since I have met my "hubby" there has been this ongoing joke that i'm 20 something going on 75.  Why do they say this??? Mainly because its true.  The wild crazy me has long since packed her bags and gone to the bus station on the first trip back to wherever it is she came from.  Examples??  I hate clubs because of the loud music, drunk people, and the whole time I am looking at popped collars wishing to fix them; wishing I had long jackets for every, practically naked, female in the building.  Don't get me wrong I had my day where I flaunted everything, now i don't know if its the extra pounds or the kids but one of them changed me.  Maybe it was both, but i miss her, i miss being able to have fun no matter where or was or if i knew anyone there.  Remember when you could walk into a room of people you didn't know and walk out with friends??  Well i can't really either to be honest.  Where did she go and when on earth is she going to come back from vacation.  I keep thinking that I am going to wake up tomorrow the old me, feeling like myself the old "don't-take-shit" self... but i don't.  I wake up this, a mother.  A mother who is unsure exactly who she is or who she was.  A mother, who like all mothers, has lost her identity between pregnancies and teething.  I have to keep telling myself everyday that one day you'll find yourself, you'll be happy with yourself on all levels... I think i'm just becoming impatient.

So while your shopping at the grocery store or walking down the street, if you see the old me; tell her to come home, I need her moxie and fiery spirit. 

Gr. 10 students I do not envy you.

I am posting this not just as a way to inform parents on what their kids are doing, but more as a plea for help.  In fact I would like to even purpose that I am desperate at this point, as learning this is becoming harder and harder without a classroom environment etc etc since i'm taking an AGS course.  For those of you that might not have caught on I am doing gr 10 math AGAIN... I have to.... if i don't no post secondary no dreams... remember people everything takes baby steps and apparently this baby step seems impossible for me.  So I give you this and if you have any idea what it means or how to do it please inform me and offer your services as I am at a loss.

(3a-b)(3a-b)-(2a-5b)(2a-5b) <--- everyone I ask keeps getting the answer wrong, this is the answer

= 5a²-26ab-24b²

If you get this let me know!

NO MORE FAT CHICK!!

I am officially finished being the size that I am.  I managed to go out the other night with some girlfriends for my very first EVER "club" experience.  [Now some background info; I agreed to this as my very best sister girlfriend just got dumped hardcore by her, now, ex-fiance.  A wild girls night was a must and she loves the club scene as she's a sassy little dancer.] Anyways since it was girls night clearly photos were taken... now I am used to not looking very nice in photos unless i've personally worked very hard to get a great shot of myself.  So I look horrible in EVERY one of them, not just one or two EVERY one.  Now i'm sure people i know would say the sweetest thing like: "what are you talking about you look lovely." etc etc.. or "your too hard on yourself...two kids yadda yadda..."  You know what I say to them I DON'T CARE I LOOK HORRIBLE!! I need this gone I have struggled with weight my whole life and i'll be damned if i sit here and eat myself into my mother, god bless her but i don't want to look like her when i'm older.  I love her dearly for sacrificing herself for us her whole life, but she needed to learn to spoil and care for herself better than she did.  The key to my happiness is to make myself feel better by loosing this weight and EARNING every lost pound the good old fashioned way, eating right and exercising UGH!!!   I hate exercising, honestly i'm incredibly lazy after being a mother all the time, but i have to fight threw that.  The last two days I have gone for hour long "seedwalk/jogs" and I love it.  The first day i even ran in the rain and it was lovely! With Lady Gaga singing her heart out in my ear and as much time as I want to take is just wonderful.  I never thought I would enjoy it as much as I do, I thought that I would be dragging my butt out the door everyday and dreading every step on the sweet black asphalt.  Instead here I am relishing every moment of peace and GaGa that I have, every step giving me a bigger feeling of accomplishment and every note sung giving me motivation for the future.  So.. to all of you who hate to work out, hate being big or just hate themselves for doing everything wrong, one day we'll get it!  Lets come together and struggle on threw it! 

i'm the far left and sarah is the far right..... lets call this my "before" photo... eeeww!!